Here I am, this is me..There is no place on earth I'd rather be.

Folks...
Here comes the New Year again...well i know, i know...it has not yet come but its on the edge of it.
Time passes by, people come and go, seasons wait and watch by..I love the way this all happens along.
Do you ever get the hack of it..who really came and stayed along.
Wish i had the time to pause for a while and observe the sign of something good that has it open arms.
Looking beyond what is visible all around, and making note f it all the while.

I love the way Winters make me shiver to my soul, i just go crazy with the springs having its mark every where i go,i applaud the summers for making me so strong, i just become a like child whenever i see the autumn coming my way all the while.
Nature is the beauty i admire, innocence is the expression i die for, honesty is all i ask for.God is something i have faith upon.

I have had most of all, but still i feel like you should stayed a lil more a while..I know its always been a lil greedy on my side.
you know it well..need not really say a word.
I bid you a goodbye..come over again shower your benevolence on all.

HAPPY NEW YEAR...!!!

Sky...

I have never seen the sky where i can freely fly.

I haven't been to a place where i can be myself.

I haven't met anyone with whom i can dare to be me.


I have never touched something as hard as it can
be a mother's heart when she looses her chid.


I have never seen someone like you whom i can really rely.


Sky,it wants me to go by.


Places, they all seem to be faces of an stranger waiting
for me to say goodbye.


People they all are mere reflections of mine,
to whom i cannot really defy.


Hard is something i cannot really say about,
i havent been the kind.

Sky don't pass me by.


Places, faces i wish to embrace.


Stranger i wanna know your name.


Hard i wish to know the reason for the
same.

Image Courtesy : Movie - Wings of Desire

Stranger I Say...!!!

Uff....Looks like a pretty tough day for me.



I woke up in the morning
and i saw you doing the dishes left out yesterday night, after the dinner we had.



You seem to be calm
radiant face,glowing by the light of sun
coming through the window glass.



I couldnt stop myself from talking
but then the thought of the past came through ma mind,and i jus got stopped.



Memories of the past started to surrender them, all in my heart.



You still busy with the job of doing the work that i had been assigned for.
Watching you makes me smile, but what had happened to you last night thinking, i go sour.



You dont seem to me the one i had a meet last night.
that guy was no one whom i know since so far.



Jus tell me where was i, or was it the same place where we had this happen all.



Do not tell me you were so far, and did not get a thought of what went through all around.
It wont give me a clear picture but lefts me with so much of illusion.



I know something was wrong, and u seem somebody whom i have hardly know so far.
who are you,where you belong to, have you got a name
then it must be stranger i say.

Note: Image by Tyler E Nixon...!

Whatever i say from now on...!

I had a dream..
did i ever tell you about it.
no it was not the usual dreams i get
but it was something which happens too often
in someone one's life
and it has happnd to me.

You must obviously be thinkin whats all
its abt is.
Well yeah,evn i had been thikin what was
all abt it was.

it was not something which i did knew
nor it was some kinda mystery
but evn thn it left me with no clues at all.

was it some kinda fear of mine
or the one which we had a talk abt.?
no i think we are goin the wrong way..
may be i m thinkin too much of it...

But,
why am i so lacking with evidences
how can i prove to u
something went wrong...
there is something to recollect from my past!

Faces there were
who they are
they were meaning to say something, what it was

oh! forget it now
its being too crazy of mine
u should not listen to me
jus ignore me whatever i say from now on..!

Either isn't tue!

Had this lovely thought

of taking maslef back from you

It's been quite long

i have been thinkin abt it.

why don't you give it a thought too.

We've had a good time altogether

you have been a total fun.

Alas! either of them is not true.

You could have been a lil better

a lil better then before

i could've thought of it

if you would 've done so.

I don't say im the one

nor you are!

you've got enough reasons

for us to be together

we've more than enough reasons

to not to be together.

I tried a lot many times

not a single time

i've been right

you proved to be always correct

of not takin ma side.

You were something i could never

forget in my life

coz you did me what one

could'nt ve imagined before.

you dint left a single stone unturned

throughout the phases of ma life

you spoke out everything ....

i never gave a thought abt.

holding grudges inside, is into your demeanour

thinking of your benefit is what you always appear

you are a true chauvinist

what i can bet on.

you should have been a lil bit more

of mine,

i would have made you the way i want

you to be mine.

Looks pretty odd to you,i know

thats what you always felt,

u know!

You are not as bad as u think

is what, i can assure

but you are among the poor souls

who can never assure.

Plenty of fights we've had

thousands of qurrels we'd end up with

millions of words i did say, not meaning though

but now i say the final verdit

which you obviously mustn't be waiting of

baby i know.!!!

you are the one i'd really love

being with you i had the best time of ma life

but it's over for now.

coz it brings us to a new begining.

when you can follow your own path

and i can mine

our roads crossed somewhere along the path

and so did we...

but now mine is heading up to

somewhere else place

yours i dont really know.

i did like you to be mine forever in ma mind

somewhere deep down its still residing divine.

you were the one i had never dreamt of before

you made me feel i'd never felt before

thanks for everything you did to me

and also for what you did not.

you are a hero, you are a gem

you are a gladiator still winning over my soul.